Entry #616- When there's you, I feel whole and there's no better feeling in the world

I almost forgot to write about Kasey's birthday party last night... It was amazing.

We just hung out and talked for a good deal of it, between being at her house and then walking/riding on Billy's vespa to the park. It was good fun times being on a jungle gym again... that was crazy. Then we wandered back over to her house when it started to get dark and then watched My Best Friend's Wedding, which kind of thoroughly depressed me, but I think that all romantic things do that to me anymore. Which, of course, set my brain off and I wrote this whole long entry in my paper journal about it all. I doubt that I will ever post it.

I came home last night, announced my presence and went to bed. Apparently that's not good enough... so now I'm in trouble for not waking my dad up when I got home. I suppose that I know that I should have, but I was too distracted to care. So then my dad called my cell phone asking when I was going to be home while I was upstairs sitting on my bed. It kind of annoyed me. And then he came upstairs when he was going to bed and got all, "you should have woken me up, blah blah" and then he was saying how I was acting weird from how I was just a couple days ago... It just annoyed me. I wanted to ask him if I wasn't allowed to have any emotions other than fake happy... but I didn't. In fact, there are a million things that I want to say to my dad, but I don't, because I just don't see the point in bothering. It would just cause problems and I'm not really in the mood.

My mom started the job-nagging again. I think that my defiant and stubborn nature increases exponentially everytime they nag me and thus defeating the purpose of their nagging. If they would leave me alone about it, I would be more likely to actually do it... but they don't, and I just get pissy. Besides, it's always at the worst times that they suggest it... This time it's three days before my birthday, the night HP comes out and two days before the Warped tour. Today and the next few days are kind of tied up, unless they expect me to go job hunting on my birthday- which I wouldn't put past them. Nothing says love like, "Happy birthday! Get a job!"

In better news- Ben and I were basking in the brilliance of Get Fuzzy and Pearls Before Swine today... and it was amazing. Between those two comics, the genius is enough to conquer a small country. Maybe even a large one. But yeah... got a few laughs out of that.

I have to sew the clasp onto my robes. I should really go do that now because it's driving me insane. My mom has been on the phone a whole assload today, so I still haven't called Allison...

Bah.

I'm really tired. Go figure. I still have at the very least 12 more hours of waking time... and I'll want to stretch it further because I want to read as much of HBP as I possibly can before I go to sleep.

Maybe I'll take a nap.

Manda